I'm posting my poems in bits and pieces so as not to overwhelm everyone with the teen angst all at once!

World Blood

Flicking my tongue thoughtfully

Against the tiny shelf

Of my mouth

The tip touches a part that is

Swollen, uneven

A half healed cut, hidden

within the crevice of my gums

And I wonder why an

Open wound

Tastes like ( Read more... )

The patriarchy has brainwashed me, guys. I weighed myself at the gym and it was like "160" and I was like WHAT that is not possible i am 135 and i don't look any bigger omygod this thing must be broken i am never eating again i must do more abcruches ( Read more... )

Bla! I am feeling depressed again! It probably as something to do with me doing astronomy homework all day and then I watched the Buffy Season 2 finale, then I had to watch the first episode and a half of the first season to fight off THAT sadness but it didn't completely work because Mom was all "you can't come over tomorrow night cuz I am busy" ( Read more... )

I am depressed right now. Because I need some friends. And I don't have any. Also I have no life and all that ( Read more... )

I AM DEAD THE AP IS KILLING ME OHHHHHHHHHHMMMMMMMMMMMYYYYYYYYYGOOOOOOOD ( Read more... )

I am sunburned on my face and sides of my neck from following my kid around at the special Olympics. Now Mom is harping on skin cancer (doesn't help I'm VERRRRRRRY pale, and have already had two bad burns, one when I was six that gave me huge freaking pus filled blisters on my shoulders and one when I was nine where I couldn't move without agony.) ( Read more... )

My cousin came for the weekend. We had fun, going downtown and to the mall. I showed her Wonder Woman., though I had to pause and complain occasionally. Mostly at the Etta  Candy part. I showed her Gail's version of Etta after, and she said "Wow, too bad they shamed her like that."  Also, we watched Scrubs. After I gave up Grey's Anatomy in ( Read more... )

Getting really sick of high school. Dear God, let it be over with already! Also, starting to have nerves related to my upcoming AP exams.

I just can't wait 'till summer. I want to sleeeeep forever and hang out....of course, I'll have a job (if I can find one) but it should still be fun.

Going through the wanktastic posts at HMS STFU has me reading ( Read more... )

So, I asked John out yesterday. Seemed the day, and I had had it up to here with waiting around.

He said he "needed time to think about it" and sounded kind of freaked out. I've seen enough movies and read enough books to know that means "no." Se la vie. Hope it doesn't affect the friendship and we can get over it.

I'm just glad I took the risk. It's ( Read more... )

I wanted to go to bed cuz I really need to, but I really have to vent or I'll be laying awake thinking about it.

I got into some inane argument at Superdickery and some person accused me of basically being "Queen Shit" which is the second time this has happened and I'm like "Am I really a snot who think's she's better than everyone?"

And I'm like, " ( Read more... )